Sometimes I got this feeling as I was just like Meredith, haunting most of my life by certain psychological complex and couldn’t find a way to pull the lost spirit out from this life labyrinth built on our own. I guess this certain kind of self lost can help explain why I used to act like a coward; rather to flinch back instead of facing the truth.
If I have done anything wrong in this incidence, it would be being too straightforward in expressing my feelings. I was impulsive and forgot to think in your shoes before saying anything online. To be honest, I’ve been thinking of all kinds of different outcomes but never thought it would be coming so soon. I thought I’ve prepared myself for every possible follow-up situation but apparently, I haven’t. Thus I acted like a desperate person, saying things I would never say before. This vicious circle started from somebody’s filthy deeds kept haunting my life. I was overwhelmed by disappointments and frustrations. So I came up to you. I didn’t want to have any real conversation nor have I ever come up with thoughts of getting you involved again. I understand you’ve tried so hard to step out and move on. Besides, it’s meaningless for any of us to say anything against them since this outcome has destined to be. People say we got to have faith. I wonder what faith I should hold up to. But being numb is a good thing; I wished all the best to you though I am a little envious that you can just walk away...ha. Frankly speaking, you don’t have to take side or make any response. You are just you. Just keep walking and don’t look back. Make it a one-way trip. Even though I am confused, I still believe in karma. Time will let everything back to the right place it should be. Things can’t get any worse, right?
熟悉的開場音樂和一個個最親愛的身影，這個在出國後就不知道被遺忘了多久的影音檔在昨日舊整理置物箱時意外的又被我挖出來，沒想到一千多個日子在晃眼之間也就這麼的過了，影片裡的每一個人笑得真切，但所捕捉的也僅只是當下的幸福。
嘿，親愛的，如果我們什麼都不管就這樣一直向前走去，在終點等待我們的會是怎樣的答案呢？說要放下很簡單，可是當面對現實的考驗時，要活的灑脫還真不是件容易的事。
所以我們都還在學習著，亦步亦趨的跟著前人所留下的腳印慢慢的走著。雖然很緩慢，但至少還是在前進。
十隻手指在琴鍵上所能彈奏出的，也不過是片刻的感受。但喜歡一個人的心情，卻不是會隨著曲子結束而結束的。
自男孩手中拿到譜的那天，女孩任性的央求授課的老師撥出時間教她彈奏這首原超過自己能力所及的曲子。那是個涼涼的秋天午後，她一個人在練琴室斷斷續續的彈著，一段又一段的重複練習著，也不知道是那來的毅力，就是想把這首曲子彈好。
這是首聽了會讓人嘴角上揚的歌曲，歌曲所搭的故事是我最喜歡的動畫家的作品，聽歌的時候，我跟你一起躺在那小小的和室塌塌米上，一邊牽著手一邊跟著歌曲哼唱著。
歌詞裡所描繪的晴空，和你一起並肩，我彷彿能感受到那微微吹拂在臉上的風。就像那個與你第一次見面的深秋午後，你的笑臉和嘴角旁留下的冰淇淋脆片，涼涼的微風，是那樣和煦的舒服感受。
聽了太多有關於一本初衷的說法，但這其中能真正將說法付諸行動的卻少之又少。對於說話，我們都很在行，可當被要求對自己所說過的話負責時，說大話的人卻又成了縮頭烏龜，躲在一旁，不是要身邊的人代為圓謊，就是東扯西扯，藉口滿天飛。在負面效應如雪球般越滾越大時，當初拍著胸脯說下的誓言，那最初的堅持，現在在說話者的否認下，全都只能當作笑話一則，聽聽就算。
