Fiona's

Take another step, and you open the door slowly
Check that they are sleeping

這讓人瘋狂的愛啊！
當你委婉的告知我有關於這所有的一切，雖沒回應你，但卻壓抑不了在心裡的連連驚嘆。就算再怎麼對這結果有所預期，但聽到的當下還是免不了驚訝，怎麼會是這樣的呢？愛情真的會讓一個人喪失理智。

「在那個關口，我的生命崩解了。」
電視機裡播放著男人的自白，一個過了不惑之年，事業有成的男人。聽著他娓娓道來那段失去一切的人生低潮，她想像著如果這是她，那自己還有沒有勇氣重新站起。

我幻想著一根香菸所能帶來的頹廢，能不能救贖此刻我不斷下墜的靈魂？
只要聞到煙味就會頭痛的毛病還沒根治，吸煙區過於煩悶的空氣竟讓我產生飄浮於這一切之外的感受。

If I have done anything wrong in this incidence, it would be being too straightforward in expressing my feelings. I was impulsive and forgot to think in your shoes before saying anything online. To be honest, I’ve been thinking of all kinds of different outcomes but never thought it would be coming so soon. I thought I’ve prepared myself for every possible follow-up situation but apparently, I haven’t. Thus I acted like a desperate person, saying things I would never say before. This vicious circle started from somebody’s filthy deeds kept haunting my life. I was overwhelmed by disappointments and frustrations. So I came up to you. I didn’t want to have any real conversation nor have I ever come up with thoughts of getting you involved again. I understand you’ve tried so hard to step out and move on. Besides, it’s meaningless for any of us to say anything against them since this outcome has destined to be. People say we got to have faith. I wonder what faith I should hold up to. But being numb is a good thing; I wished all the best to you though I am a little envious that you can just walk away...ha. Frankly speaking, you don’t have to take side or make any response. You are just you. Just keep walking and don’t look back. Make it a one-way trip. Even though I am confused, I still believe in karma. Time will let everything back to the right place it should be. Things can’t get any worse, right?

熟悉的開場音樂和一個個最親愛的身影，這個在出國後就不知道被遺忘了多久的影音檔在昨日舊整理置物箱時意外的又被我挖出來，沒想到一千多個日子在晃眼之間也就這麼的過了，影片裡的每一個人笑得真切，但所捕捉的也僅只是當下的幸福。

Sugarcoated with colorful sweetness
Weaving all kind of possibilities

嘿，親愛的，如果我們什麼都不管就這樣一直向前走去，在終點等待我們的會是怎樣的答案呢？說要放下很簡單，可是當面對現實的考驗時，要活的灑脫還真不是件容易的事。
所以我們都還在學習著，亦步亦趨的跟著前人所留下的腳印慢慢的走著。雖然很緩慢，但至少還是在前進。

I gave one of my ears to Frente
The other to your lips

聽了太多有關於一本初衷的說法，但這其中能真正將說法付諸行動的卻少之又少。對於說話，我們都很在行，可當被要求對自己所說過的話負責時，說大話的人卻又成了縮頭烏龜，躲在一旁，不是要身邊的人代為圓謊，就是東扯西扯，藉口滿天飛。在負面效應如雪球般越滾越大時，當初拍著胸脯說下的誓言，那最初的堅持，現在在說話者的否認下，全都只能當作笑話一則，聽聽就算。

Hey, this isn’t yours!
Early Feb. Late afternoon.

最近我愛上了赤腳走路的感覺
彷彿只有在接觸到冰冷的地板時